It also means miracle. Which suits you. You can always pick another if you like, though.

[Iris is remembering the pleasure prison her mad future self trapped her in, last time she left the barge; she thinks of Shada, too, where she may or may not have been. She doesn't want to keep secrets; but she doesn't, either, want to parade her endless experiences in Mira's face, so for now, she keeps silence.]

I've always been a party girl, me. But it makes you sick fast if you don't 'ave the real stuff next to it. This cruise is a bit odd, admittedly; but it can get pretty bloody real.