I don't remember. The file says I had different reasons different times but it's all gone. Like sandcastles when the tide comes in, just - erased.

I cared about a man who betrayed me, and that's why I'm dead. And I cared about the people I killed.

[Maybe that's why mercy for poor shattered Oscar Vale, she thinks in a quicksilver flash like minnows through the fingers. Because she'd already killed him once, made him hers. The trouble with copying souls.]