7. Public + messages to David & Iris

[exnihilo]

[Private to David 8]

I wasn't any different there. That I could tell.



[Public, voice]

How many people have you been? How many people have you pretended to be?

[She's not sure where exactly the distinction is between these things.]

You may estimate.



[Private to Iris]

I'd like to be allowed in the labs. I've been researching hydroponics.

Comments

[exnihilo]

[Hunger.]

Was it the respect that felt real, or the protection? Or both?

[characterdefect]

Both. It was both.

But protection you can get from other people. Respect you can only get by working at it yourself. At least that's my experience. So that - I guess that was more valuable to me, because I earned it.

[exnihilo]

I meant - you, protecting people.

It sounds like something that would matter, the way killing does.

[Life and death.]

[characterdefect]

It's the realest thing I've ever done. It mattered more than anything.

The people I protected the hardest were family. But I think everyone with found family does that. It doesn't make me unusual.