[It's more desperate now, but even as he says it, he remembers how he felt smashing Dean's skull. Spilling his brains out onto the floor of the Mirror Barge. Wanting, just a little bit, to eat him alive. Some of that had been the vampire, but a lot of it hadn't, and even if he doesn't want to do it again...
No, it's not that hard to imagine. He looks from her to the book and back again, eyes wide.]
He's been-- I've seen him asking around about it. Trying to figure-- fuck.
[He cuts off and turns his head away, covering his mouth. He looks a little sick.]
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[It's more desperate now, but even as he says it, he remembers how he felt smashing Dean's skull. Spilling his brains out onto the floor of the Mirror Barge. Wanting, just a little bit, to eat him alive. Some of that had been the vampire, but a lot of it hadn't, and even if he doesn't want to do it again...
No, it's not that hard to imagine. He looks from her to the book and back again, eyes wide.]
He's been-- I've seen him asking around about it. Trying to figure-- fuck.
[He cuts off and turns his head away, covering his mouth. He looks a little sick.]